Easter when you failed Lent...
I have been out of sorts lately. I do not know how to describe where I have been mentally and spiritually the last few months. It's not a "dark night of the soul" kind of thing or anything like that. It's not some sort of spiritual oppression or demonic attack. (At least, I don't think it is.) It has been what I can only describe as a Jimmy Carter-style spiritual malaise. I just feel like I just don't really want anything to do with worship or things religious. It is not like I am opposed to them or am angry about anything specifically that I know of. It is feels like when someone says, "Hey, let's go out to eat fast food and some hamburgers..." It's not that you are not hungry , or even opposed to going out to get some sort of fast food, but and you don't know what you want exactly, but all you do know is that you just don't want a hamburger. That is the way I have been feeling about Lent this year: i was hungry for something, b...